It's been almost 2 months since I've been here. And I honestly haven't been settling down well. I honestly wanted good quality friends, and I'm so glad that I've found them. Dhana, Honwei and Ben. I honestly never met such friends who will take the extra mile for you, constantly looking out for you, giving you the kind of strength you need when you need it. I love them, and I really do. Unfortunately, they aren't in the same year as me. Although I can say no one really understands me the best, but within such short period of time, they actually do make the effort to.
I guess I always wanted to be a better friend. Something that I cannot be to the full extend when I'm in Singapore, due to family restrains that I do not complain about. But when I'm here, with so much freedom, I'm able to do what I always wanted to do as a friend. Being there for friends when they call me at 3am and want to go binge eating or for a stroll at the night. Taking care of them when they are half or fully drunk, making sure they head back for bed sound and safely. Accompanying them whenever they are alone or whenever they need a companion. I wish I could be a better friend though.
Not forgetting, I really miss my shitface Chloe so much. Our love-hate relationship. We've been through so much and yet we're still here today. The amount of quarrels we had will never separate us apart. And also, Harris, who I know will always be there for me and someone who makes me think rationally and make decisions with both my heart and head. He's the one that taught me how to balance both, and for that, thank you for always being able to relate to me.
As much as I'm fine with being alone all the time, but these friends make my day so much better. And I don't want to lose any of them in the near future. :) I hope nothing change, at least in this aspect of life.
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